6. Dear Ms Savage | Nego True | BEFORE I FALL IN LOVE AGAIN
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When you broke down your past to me
The number of past partners isn't what set off alarms for me,
It was the fact that over years there wasn't a single gap that parted partners links and guys you would see,
You were a
Revolving door of relationships,
You're not a savage,
You're emotionally damaged.
I don't say that to take the piss
But suddenly it started making sense
For real
You weren't in love with me you were in love with the gap you could fill,
You were in love with how you wanted love to feel,
You were in love with the idea of love
The one that could cover your insecurities up
I pray you learn to find peace in your own company,
And you stop masking up your need for attention as savagery
I pray you find validation in yourself and what you could be,
And you date a man you want but only fall in love with the man you need,
I don't think you're looking for the right person to love in fact
You're just looking for a person that'll love you back
You're not savage
You're emotionally damaged.
So when times get tough and you're looking for him to save things
Well in relationships sometimes things happen
But you need to reach the finish line with the one you stand with
But if you spend your whole life love piggy backing
When he's broken and he needs you to hold up the relationship in his emotional absence
Well you ain't gonna know what to do when he hands you the baton
You wanna know why it's important to live your life before you find your partner huh
Because
You can't handle someone's emotional baggage if the only way you know how to handle yours is to pass it on
You're not savage
You're emotionally damaged.
Who are you?
Cause to invest so much time in person means you'll inherit there likes dislikes even how they word things
Are you strong enough in yourself
To step into the world
And say you know what you want as a girl
I want to know what part of your life wasn't influenced by an ex partner
Which paths make you the woman that started this path before you spent years serving partners as masters
Your "if you don't do it now someone else will" attitude speaks for itself
Hence why you always look for someone better without bettering yourself
Girl you're not savage you're emotionally damaged
You insulted your exes by telling me they were insecure
But your insecurities are the reason you're telling me you need someone at all
You find your value on how valuable find you
In how many men you can boast about turning down
But the offer in a crown means nothing if it's been offered around
Forget that for now
When he'd mess up you'd tell him to be a man
When you mess you'd blame everyone in your past on every character flaw you have
You're not looking for a man
You're looking for a dad
We've all had our heart stung
But I'm willing to bet £100 you blame your next break up on your last one
You're not savage
You're emotionally damaged
Looking for a love life before you learn to love life
When all is said and done,
And you're together for a year
10 or even 30 some
God forbid the worst and it doesn't work and you or him say it isn't worth it hun
When he goes you'll emotionally be the same age you were when you two first begun
Because you never grew up
You just piggybacked love so you never had to step on the earth on your ones
I'm scared You'll never know how to tell your daughter or sons how emotions work without passing them on to a person they trust
You'll never know how to divert through the worst without having to revert to someone
You'll never know how the world works without the words of the person you love
You'll never know how to tell your daughter her worth is more than who's willing to court her first
Why you think you always accept the worst
Cause subconsciously you need one of these to work to define your worth
So you accept the worst of behaviours
Until you can find another man to treat as a saviour
That's why all these relationships overlap
Cause you won't let one be over until you can go to another man
You're not looking for love you're looking for a dad
You wanna know why your standards are bad
Because you're giving men brownie points based on the fact that they don't have the negatives your ex had
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When you broke down your past to me
The number of past partners isn't what set off alarms for me,
It was the fact that over years there wasn't a single gap that parted partners links and guys you would see,
You were a
Revolving door of relationships,
You're not a savage,
You're emotionally damaged.
I don't say that to take the piss
But suddenly it started making sense
For real
You weren't in love with me you were in love with the gap you could fill,
You were in love with how you wanted love to feel,
You were in love with the idea of love
The one that could cover your insecurities up
I pray you learn to find peace in your own company,
And you stop masking up your need for attention as savagery
I pray you find validation in yourself and what you could be,
And you date a man you want but only fall in love with the man you need,
I don't think you're looking for the right person to love in fact
You're just looking for a person that'll love you back
You're not savage
You're emotionally damaged.
So when times get tough and you're looking for him to save things
Well in relationships sometimes things happen
But you need to reach the finish line with the one you stand with
But if you spend your whole life love piggy backing
When he's broken and he needs you to hold up the relationship in his emotional absence
Well you ain't gonna know what to do when he hands you the baton
You wanna know why it's important to live your life before you find your partner huh
Because
You can't handle someone's emotional baggage if the only way you know how to handle yours is to pass it on
You're not savage
You're emotionally damaged.
Who are you?
Cause to invest so much time in person means you'll inherit there likes dislikes even how they word things
Are you strong enough in yourself
To step into the world
And say you know what you want as a girl
I want to know what part of your life wasn't influenced by an ex partner
Which paths make you the woman that started this path before you spent years serving partners as masters
Your "if you don't do it now someone else will" attitude speaks for itself
Hence why you always look for someone better without bettering yourself
Girl you're not savage you're emotionally damaged
You insulted your exes by telling me they were insecure
But your insecurities are the reason you're telling me you need someone at all
You find your value on how valuable find you
In how many men you can boast about turning down
But the offer in a crown means nothing if it's been offered around
Forget that for now
When he'd mess up you'd tell him to be a man
When you mess you'd blame everyone in your past on every character flaw you have
You're not looking for a man
You're looking for a dad
We've all had our heart stung
But I'm willing to bet £100 you blame your next break up on your last one
You're not savage
You're emotionally damaged
Looking for a love life before you learn to love life
When all is said and done,
And you're together for a year
10 or even 30 some
God forbid the worst and it doesn't work and you or him say it isn't worth it hun
When he goes you'll emotionally be the same age you were when you two first begun
Because you never grew up
You just piggybacked love so you never had to step on the earth on your ones
I'm scared You'll never know how to tell your daughter or sons how emotions work without passing them on to a person they trust
You'll never know how to divert through the worst without having to revert to someone
You'll never know how the world works without the words of the person you love
You'll never know how to tell your daughter her worth is more than who's willing to court her first
Why you think you always accept the worst
Cause subconsciously you need one of these to work to define your worth
So you accept the worst of behaviours
Until you can find another man to treat as a saviour
That's why all these relationships overlap
Cause you won't let one be over until you can go to another man
You're not looking for love you're looking for a dad
You wanna know why your standards are bad
Because you're giving men brownie points based on the fact that they don't have the negatives your ex had
-~-~~-~~~-~~-~-
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