I Worry About Myself | Knox Hill (Official Music Video)

Because we all feel lost sometimes. Thank you guys for getting me on the road to 60K Subs!! My way of showing love in these hard times - new music to get you through quarantine. Love you!! (Lyrics below)

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H3 killed the production! Huge shoutout to him!
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Much love to AR Media for filming and putting this one together!
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Rob for the video & direction
Tamara for the awesome edit
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I'm between right now & never, I guess this is where I'll stay..

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Verse 1:
I think I need an op on this
I used to be an optimist
My-time-everybody-was watchin this
But-I-got caught up in all o this
Fear..anger
Depression was no stranger
At my door knocking like every night
Friends told me I’m in danger
What you see on the screens
Hmmm that’s a doppleganger
It’s not me
Can’t you see
There’s a mask I put in place
And I’m just scared
Ill prepared
To pull it down and show my face
I built this life I love my wife I love my kids
I love this hype
But sometimes I cannot just deal
When the struggles feels so real
You got bills
You got meals
You wanna get on mics and kill
But other people need your 'Time'
N 'F' there’s there’s not that much of mine
Clean money
I swear
I pay my taxes on my grind
But-they wanna tax me for my rhymes
Watchin rappers wrapped in shine
Talkin bout the bling
Talkin bout the cream
Talkin bout all these things they have
And honestly I can’t relate
I would rather bump what’s real
And use this outlet to create
There’s a reason why I let it all fly
Fire bullets in the sky
Like a Puerto Rican nine
New year new me new grind
Switch gears new lane
Full strike
One bullet when I put it in my nine
Put the trigger to my mind
Let it fly

Hook:
Push
and Pull
Back and forth like back and forth
Push
and pull
Back and forth like back and forth
x 2

You know I got my reasons
I ain’t took that call in days
I’m between right now and never
I guess this is where I’ll stay

So tell me what you believe in
Is it God
Is it people?
If it’s not then what’s your reasons
What’s your guidance what’s your credence
See my head is filled with demons
So I know that angels e-xist
Feelin like I’m stuck at the bottom of the deep end
Sinkin
Even though my heart is broken
Empty mo-ments still I know i spit it potent
Cold as frozen
Flows are oceans
I been rollin
Tides are hopeless
Mind’s divided
Filled with lies
I killed my ties
But where’s the motive?
I been on this path so long that I forgot where home is!

Real
Or worse?
Stil disturbed
I feel
Reversed
Goin back and forth my mind’s 'swingin' like a pendulum
I use my pen to dull the drum
That beats inside I try to numb the hum
But all I hear’s 'harump-a-dump' - dump the 'Drum'..'Boy'
Play the devil
I need jesus
I need hip hop
I need speakers
Even when my ‘Thoughts’ are 'Black'
I swear my 'Roots' they keep on reaching
'Hail Ceaser'
Born a Roman I keep roamin
Tryna find my meanings hidden in these omens
Optimisitc but I’m broken
I lost hope but I’m still hopin
The Search is on keep it goin
You get 'Lost' inside these moments



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